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rmyeyesbright in thinforsummer

today will be difficult. I just wanted to say that. I am already feeling the anxiety...
It is my best friends birthday... this means eating and drinking. I am trying to remain calm. I feel ridiculous, like a child. Just breath. God... sometimes I hate that I am this way. Days like today. I can't focus on the happiness of my friend, how selfish, instead I focus on the fact that there are 64 calories in 1oz of tequila, or 210 calories in 1 pint of Guinness. lol. pathetic.

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I know how you feel. I tend to drink my way through it, which isnt the best strategy but yanno :P
Try to have a good time. xx
my advice is that you drink a lot of water before hand that way you wont have as much room for the tequila and food. good luck!