It is my best friends birthday... this means eating and drinking. I am trying to remain calm. I feel ridiculous, like a child. Just breath. God... sometimes I hate that I am this way. Days like today. I can't focus on the happiness of my friend, how selfish, instead I focus on the fact that there are 64 calories in 1oz of tequila, or 210 calories in 1 pint of Guinness. lol. pathetic.